2014年 01月 10日
It was very sunny day when my son was born.
I saw the blue spread sky from the taxi on my way to the hospital.
and I was sure that I would have very fine baby boy :)
And yes, he was very fine boy and since then our sleepless night has started..
There are always good times and bad times in our life but don't know why I easily forget the bad times after I had my son.
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When we returned from the hospital, my son cried for the whole day at home!!
It was my first time that I felt I am really helpless..
When he preferred bottle feeding to breast milk, I also felt I am really helpless..
But at infant care, he refused to drink from the bottle and made me puzzled..
And he also refused to eat solid food and getting small day by day so I often seek an advice from his pediatrician.
Furthermore, he often fell sick so I need to take unpaid leave since there's no one to look after him at home.
I really love working and enjoyed but my first priority is my son,
so I decided to stop working.
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There are more things that made me struggle but when I recall these things just make me feel happy and smile now :)
He is right in the middle of Terrible Two and he makes me exhausted every day..
But I think I will recall this terrible two period with smiling in the near future,
so I will be able to survive this time, too!!